Delusions of Adequacy
Hello. This isn’t going to be anything I advertise, but I just want to think out loud. Today I’m feeling kind of down and pissy. This is going to be really random. I was born during the Nixon administration (the first one). I’m single. Always have been. Oh - my name’s not on here, but I’m a cis-gender, female/woman, heterosexual. I have a full-time job and a part time job. I work hard, but don’t really envision myself ever becoming a CEO or something. I’m happy getting a paycheck but like to be recognized and get raises. Money - I have a Master’s Degree I’ll never actually be able to pay off. Seriously - I’m in debt about the amount of a small house in a transitional neighborhood. Yeah. 6-figures of debt that I’m not currently paying off. I make a payment now and then, but barely make my bills as it is. I’m not paycheck to paycheck as I was for about 10 years, but I’m barely past that. The pandemic put student loan payments on hold until next month, but I won’t b...